http://www.northwestleader.com/2014/flight-simulator-church/ Mon, 28 Aug 2023 18:33:45 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.6.1 http://www.northwestleader.com/2014/flight-simulator-church/#comment-8610 Chris Wyatt Bohannon Wed, 05 Mar 2014 00:26:05 +0000 http://www.northwestleader.com/?p=3903#comment-8610 I find that this happens a lot when the church “preaches Love’ which honestly I don’t actually hear a whole lot of. People as christians say that they Love people and say that they show it but most of the time all I see is “the flight simulator.” It’s like they have an ulterior motive to being good and open with people. Once that motive has been drained or pushed away by the person they are trying to be compassionate toward, they either become forceful or abandon the people they were trying to help. If you have a motive to be good to someone or to be compassionate then it’s not Love. They say that they want to Love like God because for them it feels good, until they try and it becomes outside of their comfort zone. For me it’s a real risk to Love anyone that fully because I have heart pains if I’m forced into being separated. The first time it happened was 10 years ago and I had heart pains so bad that they would last for hours until I blacked out. Last time I had a motive and that’s why it ended so badly. This time I don’t and I don’t expect anything from him, I’m just glad everyday that I get to see him and his wife and see them smile.

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